Thanks =D

I wanted to thanks Arielle ,Shin,Kangaroo,Yinn,Lyonce and Frost for being so supportive when im feeling rather low,it proves that,you all are such a great friend and always comforted my heart, i love you guys =D thanks you all very much.

Friendship are worth to cherish tightly , before it's too late !

It's back!

Yay!!!Er jie starting to talk to me, the price of my swollen eyes, reli worth it !!! But then , we stil feel rather awkward.And so on,Siew Hoon bought DIY stuff for me le~ yay~~ my holiday will not be so boring anymore!!!! and K.siang wanna get back with me , i cant hurriedly say yes. I have to think.If i really wanted to , i have to tell my beloved sisters, for approvement.=D

then i noticed that, my life..is missing of something.And , what is that?Is not love,well i have family , friendships ,but then what am i lefting out?....hmmmm....

Hope

ytd i cried ...until my eyes are swollen=.=.... then my eldest sis saw then forced me to say out what had happen. then i told her my problems. then we talk n talk n talk. talk alots.then er jie will be mad at me cuz
1:i did it wrong again.
2:i had boyfriends, and so easily let it go.
3:i give someone my phone number.

haih. i hope she will talk to me back. -.- as the price of my swollen eyes. i hope she will forgive me.

Mummy it wasn't ur fault,i didn't mean you. =D

end of all

In the end my sis found out everything,my boyfriend and i gave my number to someone again.She was , of course, dissapointed.While i was watching the Twilight Saga : New Moon , i can't even concerntrate on the movie.I was thinking, I'm letting my sis down again.I lied to her again.Although i knew i was wrong but i did it again.

As she know my secret, i was worried.But,i got all planned.Im going to break with my boyfriend and stop contacting anyone.It's the only way, although my sis didn't force me to do it.But as she knew, my mind.....was this.I'll rather give up anything for my family, especially to my sis. Because,i promised her.And i failed her.Im totally a failure and such a bastard.Im gonna end the relationship with frost, this is my decision.

i wanna let go

today you tell me u dont like me,
but you love me.
then suddenly i think of my dream today
i dream about you,
i hug you,
but your reaction was with your fierce lil face.
saying : what??
then u call me to get lost.
so i close the door then walk away
but then you are going to go home,
then i hit your back.
you smile to me
i smiled back.
then you said u will gimmie the answer at afternoon.
....
what answer???what is he talking about?
then i woke up.
i decided to let him go
i dowan hurt his feelings.
he told me.
he lied to me..cuz he want me to pity him.
but then i said lets break.
he cried like a sissy.
although he didnt.
but i dont like it..
but he didnt want to let me go...

he is too weak...

rubbish!

zzzzzzzzzzzz

wat thing u sad i happy

i sad u happy?

NONSENSE!

if i sad i still always happy de,

because,

i also 不主重愛情!!!!

i say : haiz, so sad....' BUT actually!!!im happy in the reality!!!

okkkk???

bkn abang kan percaya dikmu?

i say u are good,

MEANS ur good!!!!!:)

now u no believe me??

K gor should believe K mui,

ok,

yesterday, i scold u,

means i care about u,

i wanna let u know,

you are not wrong,

you are just mistaken,

IS mistaken, no wrong,

i know you love ur all k mui =D

you care about them,rite?

or am i mistaken?

the ' toot' thing is i say about bullet not Kw u larh-.-

i see he so stupid,

so just wanna write syiok saja.

Because you are my k Gor,

i as ur K mui ( now dunno stilll is anot )

always care about you,

only express my feelings.

hope you can understand wat im trying to say.

Please,

you are not wrong,JUST MISTAKEN.
w,
Btw sorry about yesterday i reli didnt mean to get so angry , although i am , but im sincerely apologizing of my bad behaviour.I'm sorry.Hope you can understand.It's up to you to believe or not.no hard feelings.If you reli cant get over it, well i'll admit, i'm such a retarded mei you had and such a bastard,not you,is me being a bastard.


:)

toots....TOOTS...!!!!

LOL!!!

actually i didn't know the meaning of toots...

hahahah i just remember in maple there were two brothers

they always stick together and so adorable O__O

and suddenly my party leader shouting

:" toots....THEY ARE TOOTS!"

i was confused because dont know why he said that.

the meaning 'toots' for me is stupid!
xD
anyways

i wanna write about...

WHY ARE THIS WORLD FULL WITH CHILDISH-MINDED PEOPLE!

why?

ok.. Let's start some experiments...:)

Aim: To show they are toots.

Problem statement:Boys are toots.

Hypothesis:Boys are toots that they though there is true love.

variables:

:That is kept constant : Type of boy A

:That is manipulated : Type of girls

:That responds : Presence of toots in boy A's mind

Apparatus : Boy A , girls , and toot detector.

Steps :

Boy A is forced to date girl A ( slutty), girl B ( cute ) , girl C ( smart ) , and girl D (mean )

Date time are limited for 24 hours only.

Boy A needed to say out which girl is his true love.

Thinking time are limited for 12 hours only.

Conclusion : Boy A turned emo.

No matter what kind of girl it is, the always boy A is emo.

SO BOYS ARE TOOTS!



THE END!