After that she said she got cancer...my sis and i also not sure...then at nite...she sleep with us again.....
the next morning...daddy come in and talk to her....that time me n my sis wake jor...and we trying to listen wat r they saying...i heard mum say something bout % ....then say myb cant cure....then daddy pulling her hands say come back to room and rest....then both of them go out ad....
then..daddy come back and say :'wake up.time for breakfast' i quickly sit up and ask him wads wrong...he just say nothing n walk away....
me and my sis wondering wads happening....and thinking wan tell da jie anot....but we dont want her to worry ..so we keep it to ourselves.....and also check out wads wrong....then after that day mum n dad keep go ipoh and penang...still dowan tell us wads wrong.....and also....mum's fren keep coming to our houz...making me more worried....
days keep on passing....they are still keeping the secret to themselves...not telling me and my sis....then we try find out ourselves...i went to her room and try to find her report bcuz i rmb when she come back from body check ,she's holing a report...but in the end i cant find it......
so me and my sis decided to tell da jie....then da jie phoned daddy asking wads wrong....daddy supposely dowan say but da jie keep annoyed him ...then daddy say out......"her breast....got tumor......"when i knew it...i also dont know wad to say or feel....my brain is empty....and im speechless....
the next day i cried in school...cuz i cant stand it anymore....crying makes me feel alot better.....then when mummy pick me back from school...she started to say" muz study hard ad ya.......mummy got breast cancer.....i myb die or alive...i also dont know....now i dont fight with daddy ad....i just wan see ur studies in good result...ok?'.... i immediately nodded...with tears bursting out .....
mummy operation is 14/9/09 ...its her birthday too.....she will remove her left breast to remove the tumor...but that's not all...doctor say maybe the tumor is not completely cleared....then she need to do chemo therapy....which this therapy kills all the bad and good cells....and will lost hair....so for her own good...she need to over this therapy....and then she made it..she did her chemo therapy at 14/10/09 .....14th again....it's a lucky sign rite?
mummy nid to go for more therapy....until next year....i wan to say...."mummy im sorry....i din study well...but i will try....to change...and i will always love u although i hate u keep scolding me....i always love u......forever......"
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