what to do ?

argh!!! streeeeeeeeeeeesss!!! *jessica and gary style*
what to do?
after i graduated secondary school , i will surely going to aus.
then what about dad?
he say he will move house and stay in a apartment,
yeah that was acceptable.
BUT then
he surely go drink and smoke..

he quitted smoke because of mummy's sickness already.
but then i remember during new year.
we went to my sis godparents house.
then we were inside playing mono poly cards,
then my eldest sis suddenly came in and tell me that daddy was smoking!
by the time i listened bout it , i was totally pissed off....!!!
why! i tot he quitted smoking ....

but he smoked! and twice!!
thanks to the "GOOD" friend of daddy, influenced him.

sometimes i think just stay at malaysia and continue my studies so that i can keep an eye on him. but im not super close with my dad, so its kinda hard!!!!

arghhhhh.... if mummy is still here , everything wont be that complicated><