Now, i just need a big strong hug,
Eventho i know i will miss you.
but the pain, eventually i will break into pieces, and scattered everywhere.
eventho i know i will miss you deadly,
but if you decided to purposely do all those movement to provoke me.
please , stop , it.
why, why you wanna be like this?
is it fun provoking me ?
well, maybe im immuned to it,
coz you are the 2nd person provoking me :)
haha.. i dont know why , everyone likes to tease me ,
and i dont know why too, i have to bear those provokings and mockings.
eventho it hurts like hell.
eventually im holding everything up.
sometimes i just wanna cry out loud, but i cant.
i only can do a placcid smile,
to everyone.
to tell everyone im perfectly fine,eventho im not, at all.
i wanna grab your arms, and yell at you , and tell you, it hurts.
i wanna cry right in front of you, to tell you my pain.
but i cant,when i see your face, flashbacks occur in my mind.
its like a quick glance to our past.
so i ended up, smiling to you.
i wish, you can hold me tight, eventho its hard to breathe, but please, hug me , hug me tight.
let it be forever, dont ever let go me.so that i wont let go you too.
im sorry, im selfish, i dont take another step towards you, because i had it enough.
if you ever think about taking another step, please let the step be a hug , it will be statisfying.
please stop your childish acts, it annoys.
stop everything, and start hugging.
a hug can mean a thousand words, expressions , feelings.
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