what am I?

I didn't want to talk about that night. it's so crazy. so much pain .
why.
after that day. I acting pretty weird. okay try to understand please,doesn't mean I'm acting, i just, react, automatically. that's weird, for me too.
It's so stupid.

He says'
yOU'RE so weird,totally different, who are you?

I've been asking this myself, is it because of period?lol.

My weird-ness, making him pissed off.

I laugh for no reason, no mood for no reason.

okay. I wanna talk about something yesterday.


nevermind. IT IS ALL JUST WORDS.

i comfort myself,
^_^ nvm it's all just words. didn't mean anything...

ouch..


my chest... hurts..