i actually did inherited my mums soft hand ( hey not in a lanc tone ~)
my eldest sis told me , " hey your hands are as soft as mummy's ! "
i just smiled to her and said, " of course la ! who am i xD"
Everytime, when i was just sitting down, doing nothing, it made ma think about her , how is she balblablabla...
after she was gone, my house became so peaceful.
very peaceful.
then i thought , why do we need such a big house?( not really big la , just moderately?)
daddy says he planned to buy a penthouse after i go to aus for further studies.
now dad is so free, and get drunk alot.
usually when mummy is sick , he will take care of her, feed her .
now shes gone, he is free now , but lets imagine, you used to do something so frequently, now you dont have to do it anymore, how does that feel?
dad became so lonely, house became so silent....
when my mother get the 1st cancer- breast cancer, she told me , in the car, she told me to focus on studies, this is not the time for BOYS,but studies. She wanted us to make her proud, because she gave birth to 3 girls , well u know last time people thought girls were useless, when dad knew that the last baby (me) was a girl , hes kinda mad, thats why im the only one who doesnt had nicknames.
Mummy, i will do my best to make you proud .
i love you mummy, and misses you too.
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