boy,you know what i meant

urgh, i just can't get over it ! I CAN'T believe i actually just fall into your stupid trap ,

you,

you ALWAYS ACT INNOCENT , SO ZI LIAN (自戀）, HIAO AAAAAAAAAAAAAA. okay some of you guys might thought : well sometimes guys do love them self, their looks , their appearance and so on.

BUT BUT BUT!!! this GUY is totally unacceptable!!! 100%! he was like : am i handsome? am i better than others? uhmmm girls will mostly say : yeah you do ^^...

BUT AGAIN! he will say : u lie.....

he was like testing my boiling point or he reli thought i lie? I DIN LIE , U SIBEH HANDSOME STILL BEH KAO AH !??!?! &#^%!$@$#*&%*^*^*^(^(%&%^&$&#%^@^$@^@!!!


ehemmm....okay continue, i hate people who are sooooo ....uhhh.....erm....=.= watever.

BAKA YOU ARE BAKA LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

31/12 =.= damn hot day

6 54 woke up, oh my, im almost late!!! quickly wake up my sis and call her send me to school.~

reach there, were a sea of peaple, and those guys with brownish and goldish hair, ready for hell~xD duhhh everyone knows u all sure kena de , so obvious=.= well but the hair style was quite nice xD but watever .xD

with shin same class ~ phew, we almost lost=.= quickly run upstairs , luckily the teacher din notice lmao. xD then skip skip skip....

just today so damn hot , i almost pass out in front of my house door..=.=lll i just fell down and so tired and hungry.~

going to be form 3 ..pmr..... aged 15.....oh my my my my~~

Skatieeeeeeeeeee :) 30/12

today morning,uh what happen this morning?=.= totally forgot about it but watever, important is....afternoon i went roller skating with shin and earn xD. yuhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~

okay, RM16 per person,so ex so cheap?lolx. anyway, ohhh ya, socks = RM3....wth?==lll

wore my skating shoes, im ready! let's rock and roll!!!!! ...

in the end, we're all holding the stand nearby and shaking our legs because lack of balancing and getting embarrassed.... swt, well everything is worth for a try? :) try to skate without holding, remain a V shape, and push~~~~

yeah!!! i successed !!!!!! yuhuuuuuuuu~~~~ ohh yeah~ i roxks xD heheheheh but shin and earn still kinda unbalancing and having trouble, oh well i tried to help them , in the end we fell down. i fell twice -.-lll how embarrassing but ur ass wont hurt ! xD ahahahahahahah....

then shin and earn called 2 guys skating around like pros for help,=.= for me i skate alone...haiz lonely~~~~~

but it was reli fun xD hope i could play again ...:)

i'm on the track with you now.....:)

holding your hands...although cant reli felt it.... im happy when im with you...thanks..;)

u LIE

you're such a big fat liar!!! now i know the real YOU.Say wat... break d....IS A LIE. U WAN BLUFF ME, U ASSHOLE AND SUCH A BASTARD U GENG LAH.NOW I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND WAT MY FREN TRYING TO SAY D.




zzzzzzzzz~

gratz~

gratz to all ppl get flying colours in PMR!!! esp lian lian ~ so geng ..xDD 6A's 1B yuhuuu~

haih, daddy n mummy watching news about the results, then both of them say next year is me liao .I quickly run away, because, daddy sure say me get bad result de, blah blah then wat work at supermarket. i know that im not the best daughter in his heart.Im useless ~_~ nub nub me.

haih~~

condolences to Brittany Murphy ( 1977~ 2009)

Pity lil Brittany Murphy...just only 32..haiz...so sad..died because of heart attack>_< hope she will rest in peace,be a happy person in new life.~!

ended her famous journey at 21 december 2009..

you will see her from Ramen Girl, Clueless,Happy feet and so on...:)

花樣男子（韓）

this show reli nice and funny!!! those who didnt watch b4 should watch man!!! xDDDD

Lucky

난 힘이 들때면 lucky in my life
nan him i deul ddae myeon lucky in my life
그대가 꿈처럼 다가오네요
geu dae ga ggum cheo reom da ga oh ne yo
슬퍼질때면 난 Lucky in my dream
seul peo jil ddae myeon nan lucky in my dream
그대 따스하게 나를 꼭 감싸주네요
geu dae dda seu ha ge na reul ggok gam ssa ju ne yo
언제나 이렇게 웃어요 나
eon je na i reoh ge uh seo yo na
세상이 힘들게 해도 난 절대
se sang i him deul ge hae do nan jeol dae
눈물은 보이고 싶진 않죠
nun mul eun bo i go sip jin anh jyo
내 맘을 모르는 그대라도
nae mam eul mo reu neun geu dae ra do
멀리서라도 그대의 그 미소를
meol ri seo ra do geu dae ui geu mi so reul
간직할수있어 다행이죠
gan jik hal su i sseo da haeng i jyo
울고 싶을때 lucky in my love
ul go sipeul ddae lucky in my love
상상속 그대가 멋져보여요
sang sang sok geu dae ga meot jyo bo yeo yo
울적해지면 난 lucky in my world
ul jeok hae ji myeon nan lucky in my world
그대 꿈결 처럼 나를 꼭 안아주죠
geu dae ggum gyeol cheo reom na reul ggok an ah ju jyo
언제나 이렇게 웃어요 나
eon je na i reoh ge uh seo yo na
세상이 힘들게 해도 난 절대
se sang i him deul ge hae do nan jeol dae
눈물은 보이고 싶진 않죠
nun mul eun bo i go sip jin anh jyo
내 맘을 모르는 그대라도
nae mam eul mo reu neun geu dae ra do
멀리서라도 그대의 그 미소를
meol ri seo ra do geu dae ui geu mu so reul
간직할수있어 다행이죠
gan jik hal su i sseo da haeng i jyo
:::For Love:::
모두게 아름다워 난 너무 행복한걸
mo du ge ah reum da weo nan neo mu haeng bok han geol
외로운 세상에 난 또 내소원을 담아요
wi ro un se sang eh nan ddo nae so weon eul dam ah yo
언제나 이렇게 웃어요 나
eon je na i reoh ge uh seo yo na
세상이 힘들게 해도 난 절대
se sang i him deul ge hae do nan jeol dae
눈물은 보이고 싶진 않죠
nun mul eun bo i go sip jin anh jyo
내 맘을 모르는 그대라도
nae mam eul mo reu neun geu dae ra do
멀리서라도 그대의 그 미소를
meol ri seo ra do geu dae ui geu mi so reul
간직할수있어 다행이죠
gan jik hal su i sseo da haeng i jyo
그대 한걸음만 다가와요
geu dae han geol eum man da ga wa yo

中文翻译：

如果我累了 Lucky in my life
就像做梦一样 你来到我面前
如果我难过 Lucky in my dream
你会暖暖的将我紧紧抱住
无论何时我都会这样微笑
就算生活使我辛苦
我也绝对不要你看见我的眼泪
就算你不知道我的心意
就算是远远的
能够看到你的微笑我就觉得很幸运
在我想哭的时候 Lucky in my love
想象中的你看起来那么帅气
如果我想哭 Lucky in my world
你就像梦里一样紧紧抱住我

Time for miracles

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just wanna be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it (feel it)
You know I can hear it (hear it)
So can you feel me feel you....

You know it's time....

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us

LCM pratical exam

Practising....sigh............................................

why, suddenly i get it right but then when i reached home, try to practise, and all i had, is mistakes.Im so mad at myself, and trying to calm myself.OKay...let's do it again....practice...mistakes again....hitting hard on the black and white keys...


Laughing at my own, i hate it.

Recalling back....Memories of Ran online

5ter skill never see b4==
nice skill rite?xD
Healing~
i miss my power ec....T-T ( the pic dont belong to me )
ahahahha since Lian (EL ) and Cyndi (Lyonce ) wrote bout Egames and Myrosso, they made me wanna write something about it.xD..

ok here we go,hmmmm, i remember, my friend, well actually my ex bf But not important now, he and his friend introduce me this game , Ran online.I'm just nodded and said : yeah i wanna try it! And then....i downloaded the game, chose Qi Gong ( they asked me to do that )... i called my friends to on...but in the end, they RARELY on!!!!=.= urghhh..

then i met this guy....i forget his name, something Evil de i guess, he taught me to add the Ran skill( although he taught all add wrong ...) but he's reli sweet, nice and kind too! but sigh~ too bad that he rarely on...so i just saw him online once in a blue moon... ( yeah ! i remember i added him in msn ...devil_942@hotmail.com...)...

and then i met RogueTan(EL )....nooo...before that...Wan aka theHorrors add me into his guildies...well i forget the name of the guild.no offences. But then i was running to PH campus and he was like chasing me and add me into his guild..he was a nice guy.. with a nice gf Jess. But then i heard they break up . ok back to RogueTan, also Qigong . I just remember that we're training in sg hole...and my character died....so embarrassing although is not reality...I DROP MY SKIRT!!! uhhhhh, then RogueTan pick it up for me ...then our relationship started here ...and i called her jie xDshe gave me her number and my sister found out and kinda argued .but then it's fine now .

Then , max aka Rakkion007 and R3M3MB3R_M3, RogueTan ex bf , lovely couples . :) well nothing to say much about max....SKIPPPP

ok cyndi!!!!i remember her char is named cyndi_yu ( am i right?)....i met her in sg hole...she become my mei d ^^v but at first me and RogueTan thought that she was 17. but she wasn't . But we couldn't blame her, >_<

ok then.....who did i left out?OH YAAAAA..ichirosoo......RogueTan gor, his gf at first didnt find him for 4 months, then, he was kinda like ...ask me to be his gf..=.= and i didnt know i accepted him ...well then i found out his birthday was 7/2 ,mine 8/2 LOL..==

then we break up because that, Egames close down..== damn...i'd just got my first heal T_T
....OH YA CHUPPY!!! aka Aiwee, crazy gal , same age as me .ahahhah having her around is reli fun. xD

Then we moved on to Myrosso, also Ran online ,xD...then played...met Cloud,become my gor d, i forget how we met...=.= sorry . then ...why i cant remember a single thing about Myrosso....
oh ya i remember now. Alvin, my baba...@@ And we played Hide and Seek at PH campus...ahahahha so funny



Then...i met sky and aaron....aaron the evil...skip skip skip..aaron said he liked me..so true so false?SKIPPP

then i met this guy from PH hole, Ramen.....and became my bf ,His friends Caliope,Angela...i jusrt remember them only....well..i break up with Ramen because, there's like been a pressure on me.maybe because he's from Boston. lol

thats all i remember....

ill write more if i remember somemore xD

pictures doesnt belong to me ") for ur info ...too much pic to put...lazy~

Help!!

この胸いっぱいの愛を




Findin this movie, japanese movie!!! help xD

. . .

whats the feeling right now....
am i mad?
....what am i feeling right now?i dont even know whats my feeling and thoughts now...........

____

Everyday,i would just switch on the computer,looking on the monitor,log in to msn,see who's online,writing blogs without reason,chatting,listening songs...and thats all.

why is that holiday so boring?wouldn't it supposely to be fun?

urgh, i hate piano.
I HATE IT.
i don't wanna learn anymore.Please let me stop.
but.who would want to listen?mother , will u let me stop?yes ?no ?
i guess your answer would be NO.
i reli hate it.
i hate it.
i hate it.
especially theory.

i hate it.
i hate it.
i hate it...

i reli hate it.
i don't see it relaxing to me,but was a pressure to me.





i don't wanna learn anymore......






sigh..

OUCH!

....==

Yesterday night, i was sratching my head...
then suddenly,why is it my fingers were full of blood,then i ask my sis to help me look on my head. She was like omg!!!!why your head is bleeding!?and how the hell i know== im just sratching regularly.

Aiyaakkkk~

Forgive and forget

there's been a arguement between my friends.

well, i felt that there's no need to be sad for it , u know. because, doesn't mean no one hate you , you always have to be ready for any circumstances or people who are going to hate you for no reason, they just loathed you ,no offences.

In this world , no one is perfect, yeah i know you all heard this much right? But is really true,People love, people hate, people fear and so on.So cheer up peoples, face the problems,accept the compliment , people's sarcasticments , people's feelings towards you.

For me , well , these things are just sticky lil things that stuck on your shoes while your walking along a crowded pavement,just swept off the dirt, and move on ! They're just interrupting for awhile , don't get irritated or sad for just a small matter!

S.yinn, don't be sad alright?=D Shin asked me to say sorry to you ,sincerely.

Cheer up bahs peoples ! : )

Thanks =D

I wanted to thanks Arielle ,Shin,Kangaroo,Yinn,Lyonce and Frost for being so supportive when im feeling rather low,it proves that,you all are such a great friend and always comforted my heart, i love you guys =D thanks you all very much.

Friendship are worth to cherish tightly , before it's too late !

It's back!

Yay!!!Er jie starting to talk to me, the price of my swollen eyes, reli worth it !!! But then , we stil feel rather awkward.And so on,Siew Hoon bought DIY stuff for me le~ yay~~ my holiday will not be so boring anymore!!!! and K.siang wanna get back with me , i cant hurriedly say yes. I have to think.If i really wanted to , i have to tell my beloved sisters, for approvement.=D

then i noticed that, my life..is missing of something.And , what is that?Is not love,well i have family , friendships ,but then what am i lefting out?....hmmmm....

Hope

ytd i cried ...until my eyes are swollen=.=.... then my eldest sis saw then forced me to say out what had happen. then i told her my problems. then we talk n talk n talk. talk alots.then er jie will be mad at me cuz
1:i did it wrong again.
2:i had boyfriends, and so easily let it go.
3:i give someone my phone number.

haih. i hope she will talk to me back. -.- as the price of my swollen eyes. i hope she will forgive me.

Mummy it wasn't ur fault,i didn't mean you. =D

end of all

In the end my sis found out everything,my boyfriend and i gave my number to someone again.She was , of course, dissapointed.While i was watching the Twilight Saga : New Moon , i can't even concerntrate on the movie.I was thinking, I'm letting my sis down again.I lied to her again.Although i knew i was wrong but i did it again.

As she know my secret, i was worried.But,i got all planned.Im going to break with my boyfriend and stop contacting anyone.It's the only way, although my sis didn't force me to do it.But as she knew, my mind.....was this.I'll rather give up anything for my family, especially to my sis. Because,i promised her.And i failed her.Im totally a failure and such a bastard.Im gonna end the relationship with frost, this is my decision.

i wanna let go

today you tell me u dont like me,
but you love me.
then suddenly i think of my dream today
i dream about you,
i hug you,
but your reaction was with your fierce lil face.
saying : what??
then u call me to get lost.
so i close the door then walk away
but then you are going to go home,
then i hit your back.
you smile to me
i smiled back.
then you said u will gimmie the answer at afternoon.
....
what answer???what is he talking about?
then i woke up.
i decided to let him go
i dowan hurt his feelings.
he told me.
he lied to me..cuz he want me to pity him.
but then i said lets break.
he cried like a sissy.
although he didnt.
but i dont like it..
but he didnt want to let me go...

he is too weak...

rubbish!

zzzzzzzzzzzz

wat thing u sad i happy

i sad u happy?

NONSENSE!

if i sad i still always happy de,

because,

i also 不主重愛情!!!!

i say : haiz, so sad....' BUT actually!!!im happy in the reality!!!

okkkk???

bkn abang kan percaya dikmu?

i say u are good,

MEANS ur good!!!!!:)

now u no believe me??

K gor should believe K mui,

ok,

yesterday, i scold u,

means i care about u,

i wanna let u know,

you are not wrong,

you are just mistaken,

IS mistaken, no wrong,

i know you love ur all k mui =D

you care about them,rite?

or am i mistaken?

the ' toot' thing is i say about bullet not Kw u larh-.-

i see he so stupid,

so just wanna write syiok saja.

Because you are my k Gor,

i as ur K mui ( now dunno stilll is anot )

always care about you,

only express my feelings.

hope you can understand wat im trying to say.

Please,

you are not wrong,JUST MISTAKEN.
w,
Btw sorry about yesterday i reli didnt mean to get so angry , although i am , but im sincerely apologizing of my bad behaviour.I'm sorry.Hope you can understand.It's up to you to believe or not.no hard feelings.If you reli cant get over it, well i'll admit, i'm such a retarded mei you had and such a bastard,not you,is me being a bastard.


:)

toots....TOOTS...!!!!

LOL!!!

actually i didn't know the meaning of toots...

hahahah i just remember in maple there were two brothers

they always stick together and so adorable O__O

and suddenly my party leader shouting

:" toots....THEY ARE TOOTS!"

i was confused because dont know why he said that.

the meaning 'toots' for me is stupid!
xD
anyways

i wanna write about...

WHY ARE THIS WORLD FULL WITH CHILDISH-MINDED PEOPLE!

why?

ok.. Let's start some experiments...:)

Aim: To show they are toots.

Problem statement:Boys are toots.

Hypothesis:Boys are toots that they though there is true love.

variables:

:That is kept constant : Type of boy A

:That is manipulated : Type of girls

:That responds : Presence of toots in boy A's mind

Apparatus : Boy A , girls , and toot detector.

Steps :

Boy A is forced to date girl A ( slutty), girl B ( cute ) , girl C ( smart ) , and girl D (mean )

Date time are limited for 24 hours only.

Boy A needed to say out which girl is his true love.

Thinking time are limited for 12 hours only.

Conclusion : Boy A turned emo.

No matter what kind of girl it is, the always boy A is emo.

SO BOYS ARE TOOTS!



THE END!

OMG

OMG AMY TEACHER STOP POSTPUNING THE PIANO LESSON PLS

加油！

昨天

一整天他都沒有信息給我。。

等了等

大摡過了他打工時間，

他都還沒有信息我！

生氣了~

等到晚上要睡覺的時候，

我又信息他說聲晚安，我才覺得安心。

忽然，他回我。

說晚安。

我就問他什麼事

問了問，

原來，他很累，又被教練罵了，壓力很大。

我就對他說：

“如果你覺得痛苦，

很煩惱，

快不行了，

不用太努力也沒関係！

不要勉強自己也沒関係！

休息一下。。。

就算是逃避也無所謂！

或許我什麼都不會做，

但是，

如果是我做到的，

我什麽都幫你做。。。

我會盡量！


這樣，他都沒有回我了。

早上，他說一聲掰，

就去打工了。



沒事了吧！~

加油哦！

幸福呢?

忽然

我覺得。。。

我跟本配不上他...

我看了一本漫劃。。

叫作[ 砂時計]~，蠻不錯的哦。。

我覺得。我的故事有點相它。。（其使跟本不像！）

哈哈。。

但漫劃裏有一句。。。我覺得很好。。

她說

：‘我們之簡都一直很怪，

想法也無法達成共識，

你不覺得很累嗎？

縂覺得便得有點麻煩。

而且遠距離戀愛好痛苦-”

“大悟你無法給我幸福。

我要和更溫柔体貼，

能夠体諒我，

胸膛更大更大，

心胸更寬大的人談戀愛。。。”

到后。。他們分了。。。

但，也無法忘到對方。。。

杏和大悟是愛對方的。



我能給他幸福嗎？？

他能給我幸福嗎？？

哎。。。。

The Msg is just a Mistake?

He told me tat the msg not him send de....
he say myb is his bro send...
i duno wan believe anot...
but i trusted him ....because i love him..

then day passes by..
duno why...
he reply msg so slow sia......==..
then got one time..
i waited him so long
then he say got ppl phone him...
i ask who is that...
he say is fren lo...

then i ask wat fren wor...
he say dont ask too much....then quickly change topic...

I feel....izit his ex gf.....or they no break at all..
is he lying to me???
obviously...??

then i chose to believe him...again...

K.siang...
i dowan u reply me so slow...
do u care me?
do u Love me?
do u even think of me?



.....

Farewell fellow frens! :)

Today~of cuz 20th of november...
is the last day of our secondary form 2 afternoon session class~
No hard feelings....~ but 真舍不得~

reach there le...i went emo for awhile..
then i sing along with the music played by the radio~
emo >.<~ then i ki siao le~ wohoooo go find pui ching...stupid she....撒金粉在我臉~ but she spend me lolipop....forgive her lo xD and then sudenly poh im come tell me say K.K lim wan find me.... omg~i all also 金粉勒~ so i quickly go wash face then run go pejabat.. actually i win 3rd place in pertandingan pengetahuan am~ hahahahahha shocked n relieved~xD then Kw bring hamster loo~~cute sia....>.<

then that stupid Ong Han Sing...keep complain us....
say other class better than us....
zzzz~dont care~!

then so cham.....==
keep met bullet sia....unlucky...-.-lll
then later he walk come again...i shout kns!!!!!
i think he got turn over....~ wohooooo~ yeah i shouting u ~xD

then i shout ( very loud == )zheng long wei......~ duno who...just shout sia...xD
then he also like shocked.hahas

later Kw n sotong battle......me n shin help kw cheer!!!yay~
then shin got help sotong cheer also...heheheheh=P
of cuz kw win lo.....sotong like keep perasan saja...==
too bad ben 10 n moon zai no dance.....so boring la see them dance only~

suddenly yik zhong shout ah ang come ad....
all quickly run n keep the radio ( no get permit)==
wohooo ~but duno hamster how...at ppl class there..
then 清結阿嬸 come call us clean class~
shout here shout there...like dog -.-

then he go le~
i go hug everyone~ girl nia.~
all guys dowan hug me also T_T
hahahahahha~
then go back le.....

Haiz.....i miss form2 ...
over so fast....
ill remember u guys de.....xD

p.s : kw!!!! dont put my emo pic laaa....T_T

I had this dream....it came true..

the dream was about....
i was desperated...and was blogging too..
then duno why i read back my post...
i was like omg...
quickly talked to frost....

But that is 12 years old dream....i tot is just a dream...

then now...
it CAME TRUE....
wat am i going to do?
means i already know this happening
.....

Whats wrong now...

Today morning..immediately i msg him a good morning msg...
then we talk like always....: )
then suddenly....i remember the time...
12.26pm...
Suddenly msg from him said that....
我們分手吧。。。

By that time i was speechless and shocked...
then i asked him...
為甚麽？

then he said....
不配。。。

then so ngam i no money le....
cannot reply him...
izit god also wan me dowan msg him anymore..?
urgh...
i was sad ....and sad....
why u said that we no suit....then y u still come back to me????

What are Frens for?xD

Yay to KW!!!!!!
Finally becoming sad kw to ->>>>>> happy kw!!!!!!
wohooooooooooooooooooo xD
whheeeeee hope everyone would be happy~
especially class 2A3!
ok?

Friday is going to be a cool and fun party!
no hard feelings.....because....some of us maybe in different classes~
so we nidda cherish it....
no matter wat happen...
no matter which class we're going to be in....
Always remember....
We're proud to be one of 2A3 with amazing n long lasting friendship

2-2gether forever
A-always a family
3-endless friendship


=D

I dont want any Mistakes again

i said yes to you..and...how come..
izit that im being paranoid...or we're now like ntg to say ad?
uhm.....i duno u reli break with ur gf anot...
but it seem true.......

haiz.....
i dunoe wan how how.....
now i belong to u and u belong with me.......
but think again....
is this right?
i dont wanna make the same mistake again

weeeee~Fun Day~

Today we 2A3 nid go to 1B4 class,
cuz some of the class nidda do party....so we evacuate!!!xD

at there so boring.....still is teacher's office block...ugrh....ma huan sia....nid hide here hide there
Shin say wan take Ben 10 number....but she daren't(aiyo, y so scare?just be fren nia ma xD)

then when recess,Ben 10 n Shin talk lo....then sotong saw ad....haiz-.- hope he dont mistaken~they just talking as frens nia la~~~~then Kw whole day face black black.....duno y....=.=???

after recess,we ply with the neighbour class...=.= just talk talk nia...they so nub...keep ask which class are we...=.= 2A3 la!!! ar bo is 2C3 meh?==.....but then suddenly the teacher come out...we all shock faster run in....hahahahha....then one of the guy say : lan pa la...=.= ....me say : no lan pa la....( in chinese)...i tot i just whispering..but Shin n myb the neighbour also heard wat i said.....i was like LOL=.=...

then my KH teacher ask me the guy dye hair de handsome anot....-.- swt siaaaaaaaaaaa....i was shocked ...hahahahah!!!then finished school le.....i saw xxx ...hate him~~
Lala~

2012 and met someone

weeeeee!!!today watched 2012 ( actor : Jon Cusack from 1408, remember?) with my classmates :P ( kah wei , wei qi, ping pei , ka yee , su yinn , poh im , keok ing and me of course !~) watched without Shin ,too bad she cant join us :( . then while the movie starts , ka yee was just so annoying...no offence!!! she's shaking the whole row chair!!!!!

After the show , me and KW decided to go and find Shin, but when i called her ,she was with her mum . too bad again :( . and then while i was texting with my sister, suddenly, there was this tall guy came over and said 'hi' . OBVIOUSLY is to me !!!

and i was like: huh?who the hell is he.....he is so damn fimilar..... and i figured out . HE WAS MY EX!!!!!!!!!!! AS IN MY EX BF!!!but by that time he was gone.

1st, i was shocked that he slim down :) no offence!!!! ( last time he looked fatter -.- )
2nd, gosh he was tall and slim!!!
3rd,he look....handsome?!?!?!?! (zzzzzzzzzzzzzz)
4th, wth? he was watching 2012 too!
5th, HE DIN REPLY MY MSG!!!!( man, you change your number?)

then i was shocked till i get back home, kw tell me that my ex stared at kw, uhmmmmm...to my 6th sense , is my ex jealous?! LOL or am i just being paranoid....urgh

ahahahhaha,is it obvious that i had a crush on him? for that look? for that hi??ahhhh~

he look hot ~!:)

Jennifer's body SUCKS!

urgghhhh....JENNIFER'S BODY SUCKS!!!!totally suck!i thought that it would be a nice movie and it turns out to be a weird and boring movie! (watched it on pps :) )well,it was all blood around and stupid scence with stupid peoples!!!!!!

Just hate it :P

Reka Cipta....~ Competition~

See!!!! my group's (PingPei~WeiQi~SueMay~KaYee~Me) masterpiece!!!!!!!
uhm...ppl say like for dead ppl wear de cloth...

but see long....

quite nice lah!!!!

=D

for wei qi go formal party wear de...

papermade formal...

not even a minute will "rip"

xD

The day has come......

mummy last week ( i rmb i was in my exam...) tell me her hair start drop ad...

then she keep saying everyday say like : im going to be bold .......

although it was annoying....but i cant blame her..

wat if is u??if ur having the chemo therapy which ur every single hair will completely drop,wat will u feel?

sad?anxious?creeping out?

everyday i saw the chair were full with my mum's hair....n i keep always help her sweep away the hair =.=...

haihz...i just hope ntg will went wrong....god bless her...

hope her chemo will go swiftly...

My Marks~

in the end my exam results are out!
and the marks are....

BC - 66

SC-65(shyt~)

BM-70 (oye~)

KH-75

MM-78 (Left 2 marks !!!! sad T___T)

BI- 81 !!!! ~ xD

Sivik- 69

PM- 83

Seni-??? ......duno yet

Geo-75

and i think thats all i get??

oh ya....my sej.....

OMG MYB I FAIL MY SEJARAH!!!!!AHHHHH!!(cuz i din read =.=)

Exam!!!!!!!!!

exam ar....

die ad lo.......

kh i dont know how to do....

chinese so hard......

sejarah n geo.....dunno wan how....zzzz

nt yet start study~~~

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu

but i hope i can remain at 2A3.....

i imposible i can go A2 lah!!!==

me so nub......

sien....

i better go study ad lo...

but in the end sure go sleeping....

Dont Try act Cool!!

why~~~~

yesterday u look so firece!==

izit tat u feel irritated?

do u mean it ....

when u say me??

u say me ...

i should scold u....but i cant do it...

i should hate u.....but i cant do it...

i should forget u...

but i cant do it.......

i noticed that i stil like u....

i cant stop thinking of u....

cuz....

i like u....

but i also dont know why i so like u...

u so 迷人 meh??

.........

izit we meet at the wrong time?

should i wait for u to forget the girl?

stop following his footsteps

come to me

but......

i darent be with u.....

cuz...

i no suit u.....

u deserve a better girl...

so i should let u go??

I din Saw U

Today go school....

tell Shin about him.....yesterday happen de thing....

then saw Shin's cousin..we walk together..

Shin's cousin say i pretty...zzzz...her eye got prob....shin more beautiful than me..

then go canteen....i pull shin go see Bin...they intro each other very kek...zzzz

then we quickly walk away...

then class start..

Wei show me n shin his hand....so pain~~badly hurt...

then recess....me n shin go astaka find Shin cousin....not enuf time to kao zai....(hahahaha)

then bell ring ad....we hav to go back class...

i walk over his class.....then walking down stairs....and go back class...

i tell shin say i din saw him de...

Shin say he just now walk pass us...she tot i saw him so keep quiet....

then i ask when,she say at stair case there....zzzz

i wan see him....duno why....

see his stupid face gua.....

so i gone emo until school finish...

stupid seng wong spray water on me n my other frens...==lll

kill him next day...hahahas

I HATE YOU ,ASSHOLE

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

i cant believe.....

u so love them....

n say me ?

k fine...

i wont be mad at u....zzzzz

i have reason to hate u now

yui!!!!!!

wohoooo ~yui...!!!i love ur song...long time din hear~

Yui - Rolling Star
mou gaman bakka shiterannai yo
iitai koto wa iwanakucha

kaerimichi yuugure no basutei
ochikonda senaka ni Bye Bye Bye

kimi no Fighting Pose misenakya Oh! Oh!

yume ni made mita you na sekai wa
arasoi mo naku heiwa na nichijou

demo genjitsu wa hibi TORABU tte
tama ni kuyandari shiteru sonna Rolling days

koronjatta tte ii n janai no
son'toki wa waratte ageru

norikonda BASU no oku kara
chiisaku hohoemi ga mieta

kimi wo tayori ni shiteru yo Oh! Oh!

yume ni made mita you na Sweet Love
koibito tachi wa kakurega wo sagasu no

demo genjitsu wa aenai hi ga
tsuzuki nagara mo shinjiteru no Lonely days

tsumazuita tte Way to go!!
Yeah!! Yeah!! dorodarake Rolling star!!

narubeku egao de itai keredo
mamorinuku tame ni wa shikata nai desho?

kitto uso nante sou imi wo motanai no
~ All my loving
sou janakya yatterannai

yume ni made mita you na sekai wa
arasoi mo naku heiwa na nichijou
demo genjitsu wa hibi TORABU tte
tama ni kuyandari shiteru sonna Rolling days

... sou wakatteru tte
tsumazuita tte Way to go!!
Yeah!! Yeah!! dorodarake Rolling star!

我還想你呀。。。

過了18 小時。

才18個小時，我都無法忘了x。

傻瓜，那裏有人醬快忘自己愛的人。

為甚麽，我要做醬決定？

傻瓜，18小時將會變成48，再變成98，再變成年。

但是，我真的很愛你。

我愛你的臉。

你的笑聲。

你認真的樣子。

你的一切我都愛。

不管是好是坏。

我都愛。

我應該等你麽？

傻瓜，你想得美。

知道了嗎？

我叫恵幫我叫x告訴x．．．．我不喜歡x．．．．

你知道了嗎．．．．？？？？

x告訴你了吧．．

你一定會說‘哦’　而已。。。。

對吧？？

因為。。。。你都不喜歡我。。。。。都不認識你。。。。。

算了，我不要再想了。。。。

我放棄了.....No more.....掰

it's time....i think....i have to gave up ad...

and so.....i gave up....bye bye.......i dowan to think about u anymore....im tired.......of waiting u.....

now u can b with ur love ones......hope u all b togethr lovely....

i will forget u.......i will try to let u go..........

但是。。。

我還很喜歡你哦。。。。為了你。。。我都快瘋了。。。

為甚麽。。。你知道了。。

為甚麽。。。。你不要做一點行動。。。。

我愛你。。。。但是最后了。。。。你再也不會聼到我。。。。。。

希望你可以和你真正的愛人在一起。。。。

掰。。。

I'm SUch a Pro xD

• haiz....see buddy...(my pet).....emo-ing....alone....so sad.....sad sad.....so i decided!!!!!!!!!!!!to cheer him up with my way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MWAUIAUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH~

• Eh hem....Gentlemen style~~~~ear-less~handsome~~~~who wans to go out with him~~~xD

• chun li style~~~~~cute sia~......rite????but he still look so sad......-.-......nvm continue~

• I LOVE THIS VERY MUCH!!!!cheerleader style~~~~~so cute rite???!?!?!?!?!?!?hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahah

• Tadaaaaaa....the bun style!!!am i amazing?!?!?!?!?!wakakakakkakaka i feel so talented!!!!i should be a hair designer!!!!hahahahahahaahahahahhahahahahaha....( he still looked sad....==)

and hey i aint abusing him okay??is entertainingxD~~~~

Where Rainbows End

To Alex

You are invited to my 7th birthday party on Tuesday on the 8th of April.We are having a magician and you can come to my house at two o'clock.It is over at 5 o'clock.I hope you will come.

From your Best friend Rosie


To Rosie

Yes i will come to your birthday party on Wesday.
From Alex


To Alex
My birthday party is Tuesday not Wednesday.You cant bring sandy to the party because mum says so.SHe is a smelly dog.
From Rosie

To Rosie
I dont care wot your stupid mum says sandy wants to come.
From Alex


To Alex
My mum is not stupid you are.You are not aloud to bring the dog.She will burst the baloons.
From Rosie

To Rosie
Then I am not going.
From Alex

To Alex
Fine.
From Rosie



This novel is a nice story.....hope u will go and read it !!!! xD

I Dont Wanna Miss A Thing

I could just stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

Great ESCAPE!!!!

i forget wat day it that but i remember is the day before test (mostly during deepavali holiday~)

me and my sis was plying pc ( and we're not supposed to ply in the middle of the night!!!!like 2am sumthing )

then me and my sis suddenly heard footsteps from upstairs.....me n my sis was like:"what's that??"
and our first answer pop out from out head is ......."DADDY!!!!!!!"

so we turn off the monitor ( not switch off the whole pc -.-v) and we run to hide!!!!!we waited....and waited....the footsteps stopped...so we continue ply pc xD..

Again , we heard footsteps again......and this time it alot of footsteps!!!!!=.= so i called my sis quickly switch off the pc then run go up stairs....while we're running with tip toes .we couldn't stop laughing out actions !!! xD
then we closed our door and started to laugh out loud ~

although it was bad to ply pc until 2~3am...(i'm sure that not just me and my sis did that !!) but it was fun and adventureous!! xP

WHAT THE HELL!?!?!

omg.......
what should i do.....someone let the cat out of the bag!!!!!!
dang...now he knows it ad.....
wat will he do?
will he take any action?
to reject or accept me?
but if he accepted me...i think i wont accept him ...cuz......not ready......
and feels weird.....like...weird weird.....lol...

i think i might think to much.....muz relax...and forget...



AND HOW THE HELL I COULD FORGET ROFL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

songs for me!

There's many songs that suits me that describe my feeling towards him....
a)You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift
b)I Wanna - BoysLikeGirls
c)I dont wanna miss a thing - Aerosmith
d)falling for you - Colbie collat ( i duno her name.....)

then to him i wanna say why ....
Pushing me away - Jonas brothers

and then....
i want shout....
SOS - Jonas Brothers
and maybe i just being.....
Paranoid - Jonas Brothers

T____T

i love U

After that she said she got cancer...my sis and i also not sure...then at nite...she sleep with us again.....

the next morning...daddy come in and talk to her....that time me n my sis wake jor...and we trying to listen wat r they saying...i heard mum say something bout % ....then say myb cant cure....then daddy pulling her hands say come back to room and rest....then both of them go out ad....

then..daddy come back and say :'wake up.time for breakfast' i quickly sit up and ask him wads wrong...he just say nothing n walk away....

me and my sis wondering wads happening....and thinking wan tell da jie anot....but we dont want her to worry ..so we keep it to ourselves.....and also check out wads wrong....then after that day mum n dad keep go ipoh and penang...still dowan tell us wads wrong.....and also....mum's fren keep coming to our houz...making me more worried....

days keep on passing....they are still keeping the secret to themselves...not telling me and my sis....then we try find out ourselves...i went to her room and try to find her report bcuz i rmb when she come back from body check ,she's holing a report...but in the end i cant find it......

so me and my sis decided to tell da jie....then da jie phoned daddy asking wads wrong....daddy supposely dowan say but da jie keep annoyed him ...then daddy say out......"her breast....got tumor......"when i knew it...i also dont know wad to say or feel....my brain is empty....and im speechless....

the next day i cried in school...cuz i cant stand it anymore....crying makes me feel alot better.....then when mummy pick me back from school...she started to say" muz study hard ad ya.......mummy got breast cancer.....i myb die or alive...i also dont know....now i dont fight with daddy ad....i just wan see ur studies in good result...ok?'.... i immediately nodded...with tears bursting out .....

mummy operation is 14/9/09 ...its her birthday too.....she will remove her left breast to remove the tumor...but that's not all...doctor say maybe the tumor is not completely cleared....then she need to do chemo therapy....which this therapy kills all the bad and good cells....and will lost hair....so for her own good...she need to over this therapy....and then she made it..she did her chemo therapy at 14/10/09 .....14th again....it's a lucky sign rite?

mummy nid to go for more therapy....until next year....i wan to say...."mummy im sorry....i din study well...but i will try....to change...and i will always love u although i hate u keep scolding me....i always love u......forever......"

Pls love ur family...esp ur mother

My parents argued...very loud...i remembered it very well....the noise kept flash back.....
after they argued...my mum went out....wearing a lovely yellow top n a simple long pants..i think she's going to attend some kind of party....then....until very very late she only came back..she slept on the sofa....letting me n my sis didnt know wat to do..then daddy went downstairs calling her come upstairs...my mum surely still mad and went up stairs and wanted to sleep in the same room with me n my sis..my daddy just look down and walked into his room....when my mum's sleeping,many of her frens kept calling asking whether she's back ad anot...
the next day....she went to ipoh for regular body check up's with her fren...when she came back...my grandmother asked her that how is the body check...my mum just mumbling to herself said ...:yeah got cancer.. i was shocked and anxious during that time.....

(to be continued)*no time to write~going to school*

lovebug again......

haiz..
i think that im in love~~~~~~~(good news or bad news?!?!??!)==
and im in love with guy that i never talked to!not even a single words~
actually i aso dont know y i will like him--...i got think before,...thing sooooo long....still cant think of a reason......-___-
ok lettme describe him....o.o~,he's about my height???(shorter or taller?dunno.....)uhmm....-.- and gossip says that he like someone....and another one......so i duno i stil got hope anot....-.-
so my fren 'so good' help me ask one of x fren(i named the guy i like as xezier)...so his fren ask him but x say that he dun want to say...so i think ...maybe a good news that he reli like me or bad news that he still miss his ex-gf(long story.....)

Fatal framessss~

Fatal frame.......is a scary game~(available in ps2,wii and xbox).It's all about talking picture of ghost...~although im scared nd timid-.- but i still wanna ply !!!!!=__=cuz its exciting~~and i wan try ply finish..hohohoho

but too bad yi theng's ps2 or the disc got problem le...==(stupid theng!!!)so i maybe maybe maaaayybee decided to buy again?or just skip it to part 3~ but still aprt 3 more creepy T____T
howw sia?



i ply de fatal frame de is fatal frame 2:the crimson butterfly.it's about a twins nid to be sacrafice for
the Lost Village.
then got the obscura camera(izit like dat spelling??==) that can take pic of ghosts
i would strongly recommend u guys to ply this game xD

*fatal frame 4 available at wii only and in japanese version,not sure here got anot*