what to do ?

argh!!! streeeeeeeeeeeesss!!! *jessica and gary style*
what to do?
after i graduated secondary school , i will surely going to aus.
then what about dad?
he say he will move house and stay in a apartment,
yeah that was acceptable.
BUT then
he surely go drink and smoke..

he quitted smoke because of mummy's sickness already.
but then i remember during new year.
we went to my sis godparents house.
then we were inside playing mono poly cards,
then my eldest sis suddenly came in and tell me that daddy was smoking!
by the time i listened bout it , i was totally pissed off....!!!
why! i tot he quitted smoking ....

but he smoked! and twice!!
thanks to the "GOOD" friend of daddy, influenced him.

sometimes i think just stay at malaysia and continue my studies so that i can keep an eye on him. but im not super close with my dad, so its kinda hard!!!!

arghhhhh.... if mummy is still here , everything wont be that complicated><

untitled.

Sometimes, i will think of you.
just thinking how we enjoy talking each other.
laughs, giggles.

although i know you werent perfect,
i just ignore them.
and imagining your smile,
then ill smile to myself.

when i saw you, i only can stand in a very far distance.
just looking at you,
just looking is satisfying.
i can see you're happy, then im glad.

i just hope , one day,
we will just hold hands, eat together , had a movie together, or just lay onto ur shoulders.

:)

The truth !

I , hereby clarify myself, for being innocently single, not flirting , not liking anyone right now !

I AM SO NOT IN LOVE NOR FLIRTING WITH MALES.

DIE ASSHOLES!

I DONT UNDERSTAND WHATS THE USE OF YOUR EYES, WHY YOU HAD TO SEE THINGS IN A PESSIMISTIC WAY?

CANT YOU ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I AM VERY PURELY TALKING TO A GUY, NOT FLIRTING SHITS.

PLEASE REFER TO YOURSELF BEFORE TALKING BULLSHITS.

thankyou.

seriously?

Like, seriously?

i just talking with friends, joking and laughing,

or is it , talk with a guy friend , laugh with a guy friend , surely is equal to flirting/ liking each other?

seriously?

then i no need talk to any male friend alr .

so good worry about you , send you inbox inform u something, but end up a cold reply, how nice?

fuck this shit.

seriously, grow up , why dont you think ? how bout you talking with girls? oh , thats nothing ? then i talk with boys , is something?

i cant accept your so called facts , its simply ridiculous and lame.

maybe i should start falling in love with girls , coz mostly the boys is met are douchebags :)

insomnia

i couldnt sleep , stayed awake till 5 am

then i found out a truth, a sad truth.

so the conclusion is,

我失恋了 .



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2011 , it feels like yesterdays

i did cry alot at 2011

i did alot of mistakes at 2011

i did make people disappointed at 2011

i did have fun in 2011

Amazing people i've met,and of course, douchebags were included.

Lost the one i loved. . .


Made new friends , and blossomed into besties.

Interested in gossips and lies.







chose to step away .


if we're meant to be, god will bring us together again right?

now is not the right time, i promised my mum .

to be a good girl , not letting her disappointed.

i will try my best.

not try , is a must.