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Saturday, September 4, 2010

Hatred.

i hated my life.
peoples says : " you should be thankful because your house is wealthy.You can go overseas but other ppl can't . you can use your money to buy things that is deer to some other people."


No.
i dont feel so.
i hated my life.
its painful.
its crazy.
its meaningless.
who am i doing this for?
why should i have to do this crap?

supermotor so what. get lost.
i wanted to be a normal person.
i wanted to have a normal life.
i dont want you all expect something for me.
i dont give a damn about it.

I'm weak enough.
why. you are still insulting me?
why are you still hoping me to give u a smile?

Lifes. full of agonies.lies.hatred.irritations.

Leave out all the rest.


I dont want to live for somebody.
i wanted to live for myself.
only me.
not you,not them,not him.