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Friday, January 28, 2011

relationship status.

well,yea. i broke up with him already.done with it.but yet he say me i flirt with boys, especially malay boys, which are totally ridiculous, i don't flirt okay.if i know them well i will mix and talk with them like besties. not for flirting okay, you think i very like flirting?? zzz, NONSENSE DUDE, i DONT FLIRT THE DAMN HELL WHATSOEVER.

nevermind, no use kept on talking on the same topic right? it's time to forget.he's not a jerk anyway. he is a cute and adorable, but his attitude..i can't stand any longer. well, impossible i force myself to continue such relationship right? i know im not perfect too. i wanted to end it faster because it's suffering for both of us. what for wasting our time at something that is not worthy? his words, ALWAYS change. in a minute he say yes, next minute he'll tell no. i was like, wtf? can't you secure your answers?

LOL I SAID BACK THE TOPIC AGAIN.saying that " i should forget" and i go on continue saying about him. HEY * SLAP MYSELF* okay... chills.

i wanted to know, what is the feeling of like? what is the true feeling of liking someone??how to make sure that it's not puppy love???

sigh... im a bad girl. i hurted someone's feeling. he's nice, but not for me... but it's okay for him to hate me. i accepted it, im not perfect too.. im sorry, M.you;re nice. but... i don't think im totally into you. just friends... although we're not now....

really, our life is full of REGRETS. why? knowing it too late, and cant do anything right. pathetic feeling, dreadful,hatred. AHH, full of words to describe the feeling.

single best, i think. nothing to worry of, but, the person who waits you might go crazy!!!!


hahahah.

xoxo alls. :)