Exam!!!!!!!!!

exam ar....

die ad lo.......

kh i dont know how to do....

chinese so hard......

sejarah n geo.....dunno wan how....zzzz

nt yet start study~~~

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu

but i hope i can remain at 2A3.....

i imposible i can go A2 lah!!!==

me so nub......

sien....

i better go study ad lo...

but in the end sure go sleeping....

Dont Try act Cool!!

why~~~~

yesterday u look so firece!==

izit tat u feel irritated?

do u mean it ....

when u say me??

u say me ...

i should scold u....but i cant do it...

i should hate u.....but i cant do it...

i should forget u...

but i cant do it.......

i noticed that i stil like u....

i cant stop thinking of u....

cuz....

i like u....

but i also dont know why i so like u...

u so 迷人 meh??

.........

izit we meet at the wrong time?

should i wait for u to forget the girl?

stop following his footsteps

come to me

but......

i darent be with u.....

cuz...

i no suit u.....

u deserve a better girl...

so i should let u go??

I din Saw U

Today go school....

tell Shin about him.....yesterday happen de thing....

then saw Shin's cousin..we walk together..

Shin's cousin say i pretty...zzzz...her eye got prob....shin more beautiful than me..

then go canteen....i pull shin go see Bin...they intro each other very kek...zzzz

then we quickly walk away...

then class start..

Wei show me n shin his hand....so pain~~badly hurt...

then recess....me n shin go astaka find Shin cousin....not enuf time to kao zai....(hahahaha)

then bell ring ad....we hav to go back class...

i walk over his class.....then walking down stairs....and go back class...

i tell shin say i din saw him de...

Shin say he just now walk pass us...she tot i saw him so keep quiet....

then i ask when,she say at stair case there....zzzz

i wan see him....duno why....

see his stupid face gua.....

so i gone emo until school finish...

stupid seng wong spray water on me n my other frens...==lll

kill him next day...hahahas

I HATE YOU ,ASSHOLE

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

i cant believe.....

u so love them....

n say me ?

k fine...

i wont be mad at u....zzzzz

i have reason to hate u now

yui!!!!!!

wohoooo ~yui...!!!i love ur song...long time din hear~

Yui - Rolling Star
mou gaman bakka shiterannai yo
iitai koto wa iwanakucha

kaerimichi yuugure no basutei
ochikonda senaka ni Bye Bye Bye

kimi no Fighting Pose misenakya Oh! Oh!

yume ni made mita you na sekai wa
arasoi mo naku heiwa na nichijou

demo genjitsu wa hibi TORABU tte
tama ni kuyandari shiteru sonna Rolling days

koronjatta tte ii n janai no
son'toki wa waratte ageru

norikonda BASU no oku kara
chiisaku hohoemi ga mieta

kimi wo tayori ni shiteru yo Oh! Oh!

yume ni made mita you na Sweet Love
koibito tachi wa kakurega wo sagasu no

demo genjitsu wa aenai hi ga
tsuzuki nagara mo shinjiteru no Lonely days

tsumazuita tte Way to go!!
Yeah!! Yeah!! dorodarake Rolling star!!

narubeku egao de itai keredo
mamorinuku tame ni wa shikata nai desho?

kitto uso nante sou imi wo motanai no
~ All my loving
sou janakya yatterannai

yume ni made mita you na sekai wa
arasoi mo naku heiwa na nichijou
demo genjitsu wa hibi TORABU tte
tama ni kuyandari shiteru sonna Rolling days

... sou wakatteru tte
tsumazuita tte Way to go!!
Yeah!! Yeah!! dorodarake Rolling star!

我還想你呀。。。

過了18 小時。

才18個小時，我都無法忘了x。

傻瓜，那裏有人醬快忘自己愛的人。

為甚麽，我要做醬決定？

傻瓜，18小時將會變成48，再變成98，再變成年。

但是，我真的很愛你。

我愛你的臉。

你的笑聲。

你認真的樣子。

你的一切我都愛。

不管是好是坏。

我都愛。

我應該等你麽？

傻瓜，你想得美。

知道了嗎？

我叫恵幫我叫x告訴x．．．．我不喜歡x．．．．

你知道了嗎．．．．？？？？

x告訴你了吧．．

你一定會說‘哦’　而已。。。。

對吧？？

因為。。。。你都不喜歡我。。。。。都不認識你。。。。。

算了，我不要再想了。。。。

我放棄了.....No more.....掰

it's time....i think....i have to gave up ad...

and so.....i gave up....bye bye.......i dowan to think about u anymore....im tired.......of waiting u.....

now u can b with ur love ones......hope u all b togethr lovely....

i will forget u.......i will try to let u go..........

但是。。。

我還很喜歡你哦。。。。為了你。。。我都快瘋了。。。

為甚麽。。。你知道了。。

為甚麽。。。。你不要做一點行動。。。。

我愛你。。。。但是最后了。。。。你再也不會聼到我。。。。。。

希望你可以和你真正的愛人在一起。。。。

掰。。。

I'm SUch a Pro xD

• haiz....see buddy...(my pet).....emo-ing....alone....so sad.....sad sad.....so i decided!!!!!!!!!!!!to cheer him up with my way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MWAUIAUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH~

• Eh hem....Gentlemen style~~~~ear-less~handsome~~~~who wans to go out with him~~~xD

• chun li style~~~~~cute sia~......rite????but he still look so sad......-.-......nvm continue~

• I LOVE THIS VERY MUCH!!!!cheerleader style~~~~~so cute rite???!?!?!?!?!?!?hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahah

• Tadaaaaaa....the bun style!!!am i amazing?!?!?!?!?!wakakakakkakaka i feel so talented!!!!i should be a hair designer!!!!hahahahahahaahahahahhahahahahaha....( he still looked sad....==)

and hey i aint abusing him okay??is entertainingxD~~~~

Where Rainbows End

To Alex

You are invited to my 7th birthday party on Tuesday on the 8th of April.We are having a magician and you can come to my house at two o'clock.It is over at 5 o'clock.I hope you will come.

From your Best friend Rosie


To Rosie

Yes i will come to your birthday party on Wesday.
From Alex


To Alex
My birthday party is Tuesday not Wednesday.You cant bring sandy to the party because mum says so.SHe is a smelly dog.
From Rosie

To Rosie
I dont care wot your stupid mum says sandy wants to come.
From Alex


To Alex
My mum is not stupid you are.You are not aloud to bring the dog.She will burst the baloons.
From Rosie

To Rosie
Then I am not going.
From Alex

To Alex
Fine.
From Rosie



This novel is a nice story.....hope u will go and read it !!!! xD

I Dont Wanna Miss A Thing

I could just stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

Great ESCAPE!!!!

i forget wat day it that but i remember is the day before test (mostly during deepavali holiday~)

me and my sis was plying pc ( and we're not supposed to ply in the middle of the night!!!!like 2am sumthing )

then me and my sis suddenly heard footsteps from upstairs.....me n my sis was like:"what's that??"
and our first answer pop out from out head is ......."DADDY!!!!!!!"

so we turn off the monitor ( not switch off the whole pc -.-v) and we run to hide!!!!!we waited....and waited....the footsteps stopped...so we continue ply pc xD..

Again , we heard footsteps again......and this time it alot of footsteps!!!!!=.= so i called my sis quickly switch off the pc then run go up stairs....while we're running with tip toes .we couldn't stop laughing out actions !!! xD
then we closed our door and started to laugh out loud ~

although it was bad to ply pc until 2~3am...(i'm sure that not just me and my sis did that !!) but it was fun and adventureous!! xP

WHAT THE HELL!?!?!

omg.......
what should i do.....someone let the cat out of the bag!!!!!!
dang...now he knows it ad.....
wat will he do?
will he take any action?
to reject or accept me?
but if he accepted me...i think i wont accept him ...cuz......not ready......
and feels weird.....like...weird weird.....lol...

i think i might think to much.....muz relax...and forget...



AND HOW THE HELL I COULD FORGET ROFL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

songs for me!

There's many songs that suits me that describe my feeling towards him....
a)You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift
b)I Wanna - BoysLikeGirls
c)I dont wanna miss a thing - Aerosmith
d)falling for you - Colbie collat ( i duno her name.....)

then to him i wanna say why ....
Pushing me away - Jonas brothers

and then....
i want shout....
SOS - Jonas Brothers
and maybe i just being.....
Paranoid - Jonas Brothers

T____T

i love U

After that she said she got cancer...my sis and i also not sure...then at nite...she sleep with us again.....

the next morning...daddy come in and talk to her....that time me n my sis wake jor...and we trying to listen wat r they saying...i heard mum say something bout % ....then say myb cant cure....then daddy pulling her hands say come back to room and rest....then both of them go out ad....

then..daddy come back and say :'wake up.time for breakfast' i quickly sit up and ask him wads wrong...he just say nothing n walk away....

me and my sis wondering wads happening....and thinking wan tell da jie anot....but we dont want her to worry ..so we keep it to ourselves.....and also check out wads wrong....then after that day mum n dad keep go ipoh and penang...still dowan tell us wads wrong.....and also....mum's fren keep coming to our houz...making me more worried....

days keep on passing....they are still keeping the secret to themselves...not telling me and my sis....then we try find out ourselves...i went to her room and try to find her report bcuz i rmb when she come back from body check ,she's holing a report...but in the end i cant find it......

so me and my sis decided to tell da jie....then da jie phoned daddy asking wads wrong....daddy supposely dowan say but da jie keep annoyed him ...then daddy say out......"her breast....got tumor......"when i knew it...i also dont know wad to say or feel....my brain is empty....and im speechless....

the next day i cried in school...cuz i cant stand it anymore....crying makes me feel alot better.....then when mummy pick me back from school...she started to say" muz study hard ad ya.......mummy got breast cancer.....i myb die or alive...i also dont know....now i dont fight with daddy ad....i just wan see ur studies in good result...ok?'.... i immediately nodded...with tears bursting out .....

mummy operation is 14/9/09 ...its her birthday too.....she will remove her left breast to remove the tumor...but that's not all...doctor say maybe the tumor is not completely cleared....then she need to do chemo therapy....which this therapy kills all the bad and good cells....and will lost hair....so for her own good...she need to over this therapy....and then she made it..she did her chemo therapy at 14/10/09 .....14th again....it's a lucky sign rite?

mummy nid to go for more therapy....until next year....i wan to say...."mummy im sorry....i din study well...but i will try....to change...and i will always love u although i hate u keep scolding me....i always love u......forever......"

Pls love ur family...esp ur mother

My parents argued...very loud...i remembered it very well....the noise kept flash back.....
after they argued...my mum went out....wearing a lovely yellow top n a simple long pants..i think she's going to attend some kind of party....then....until very very late she only came back..she slept on the sofa....letting me n my sis didnt know wat to do..then daddy went downstairs calling her come upstairs...my mum surely still mad and went up stairs and wanted to sleep in the same room with me n my sis..my daddy just look down and walked into his room....when my mum's sleeping,many of her frens kept calling asking whether she's back ad anot...
the next day....she went to ipoh for regular body check up's with her fren...when she came back...my grandmother asked her that how is the body check...my mum just mumbling to herself said ...:yeah got cancer.. i was shocked and anxious during that time.....

(to be continued)*no time to write~going to school*

lovebug again......

haiz..
i think that im in love~~~~~~~(good news or bad news?!?!??!)==
and im in love with guy that i never talked to!not even a single words~
actually i aso dont know y i will like him--...i got think before,...thing sooooo long....still cant think of a reason......-___-
ok lettme describe him....o.o~,he's about my height???(shorter or taller?dunno.....)uhmm....-.- and gossip says that he like someone....and another one......so i duno i stil got hope anot....-.-
so my fren 'so good' help me ask one of x fren(i named the guy i like as xezier)...so his fren ask him but x say that he dun want to say...so i think ...maybe a good news that he reli like me or bad news that he still miss his ex-gf(long story.....)

Fatal framessss~

Fatal frame.......is a scary game~(available in ps2,wii and xbox).It's all about talking picture of ghost...~although im scared nd timid-.- but i still wanna ply !!!!!=__=cuz its exciting~~and i wan try ply finish..hohohoho

but too bad yi theng's ps2 or the disc got problem le...==(stupid theng!!!)so i maybe maybe maaaayybee decided to buy again?or just skip it to part 3~ but still aprt 3 more creepy T____T
howw sia?



i ply de fatal frame de is fatal frame 2:the crimson butterfly.it's about a twins nid to be sacrafice for
the Lost Village.
then got the obscura camera(izit like dat spelling??==) that can take pic of ghosts
i would strongly recommend u guys to ply this game xD

*fatal frame 4 available at wii only and in japanese version,not sure here got anot*