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Monday, November 30, 2009

Thanks =D

I wanted to thanks Arielle ,Shin,Kangaroo,Yinn,Lyonce and Frost for being so supportive when im feeling rather low,it proves that,you all are such a great friend and always comforted my heart, i love you guys =D thanks you all very much.

Friendship are worth to cherish tightly , before it's too late !

It's back!

Yay!!!Er jie starting to talk to me, the price of my swollen eyes, reli worth it !!! But then , we stil feel rather awkward.And so on,Siew Hoon bought DIY stuff for me le~ yay~~ my holiday will not be so boring anymore!!!! and K.siang wanna get back with me , i cant hurriedly say yes. I have to think.If i really wanted to , i have to tell my beloved sisters, for approvement.=D

then i noticed that, my life..is missing of something.And , what is that?Is not love,well i have family , friendships ,but then what am i lefting out?....hmmmm....

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Hope

ytd i cried ...until my eyes are swollen=.=.... then my eldest sis saw then forced me to say out what had happen. then i told her my problems. then we talk n talk n talk. talk alots.then er jie will be mad at me cuz
1:i did it wrong again.
2:i had boyfriends, and so easily let it go.
3:i give someone my phone number.

haih. i hope she will talk to me back. -.- as the price of my swollen eyes. i hope she will forgive me.

Mummy it wasn't ur fault,i didn't mean you. =D

Saturday, November 28, 2009

end of all

In the end my sis found out everything,my boyfriend and i gave my number to someone again.She was , of course, dissapointed.While i was watching the Twilight Saga : New Moon , i can't even concerntrate on the movie.I was thinking, I'm letting my sis down again.I lied to her again.Although i knew i was wrong but i did it again.

As she know my secret, i was worried.But,i got all planned.Im going to break with my boyfriend and stop contacting anyone.It's the only way, although my sis didn't force me to do it.But as she knew, my mind.....was this.I'll rather give up anything for my family, especially to my sis. Because,i promised her.And i failed her.Im totally a failure and such a bastard.Im gonna end the relationship with frost, this is my decision.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

i wanna let go

today you tell me u dont like me,
but you love me.
then suddenly i think of my dream today
i dream about you,
i hug you,
but your reaction was with your fierce lil face.
saying : what??
then u call me to get lost.
so i close the door then walk away
but then you are going to go home,
then i hit your back.
you smile to me
i smiled back.
then you said u will gimmie the answer at afternoon.
....
what answer???what is he talking about?
then i woke up.
i decided to let him go
i dowan hurt his feelings.
he told me.
he lied to me..cuz he want me to pity him.
but then i said lets break.
he cried like a sissy.
although he didnt.
but i dont like it..
but he didnt want to let me go...

he is too weak...

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

rubbish!

zzzzzzzzzzzz

wat thing u sad i happy

i sad u happy?

NONSENSE!

if i sad i still always happy de,

because,

i also 不主重愛情!!!!

i say : haiz, so sad....' BUT actually!!!im happy in the reality!!!

okkkk???

bkn abang kan percaya dikmu?

i say u are good,

MEANS ur good!!!!!:)

now u no believe me??

K gor should believe K mui,

ok,

yesterday, i scold u,

means i care about u,

i wanna let u know,

you are not wrong,

you are just mistaken,

IS mistaken, no wrong,

i know you love ur all k mui =D

you care about them,rite?

or am i mistaken?

the ' toot' thing is i say about bullet not Kw u larh-.-

i see he so stupid,

so just wanna write syiok saja.

Because you are my k Gor,

i as ur K mui ( now dunno stilll is anot )

always care about you,

only express my feelings.

hope you can understand wat im trying to say.

Please,

you are not wrong,JUST MISTAKEN.
w,
Btw sorry about yesterday i reli didnt mean to get so angry , although i am , but im sincerely apologizing of my bad behaviour.I'm sorry.Hope you can understand.It's up to you to believe or not.no hard feelings.If you reli cant get over it, well i'll admit, i'm such a retarded mei you had and such a bastard,not you,is me being a bastard.


:)

toots....TOOTS...!!!!

LOL!!!

actually i didn't know the meaning of toots...

hahahah i just remember in maple there were two brothers

they always stick together and so adorable O__O

and suddenly my party leader shouting

:" toots....THEY ARE TOOTS!"

i was confused because dont know why he said that.

the meaning 'toots' for me is stupid!
xD
anyways

i wanna write about...

WHY ARE THIS WORLD FULL WITH CHILDISH-MINDED PEOPLE!

why?

ok.. Let's start some experiments...:)

Aim: To show they are toots.

Problem statement:Boys are toots.

Hypothesis:Boys are toots that they though there is true love.

variables:

:That is kept constant : Type of boy A

:That is manipulated : Type of girls

:That responds : Presence of toots in boy A's mind

Apparatus : Boy A , girls , and toot detector.

Steps :

Boy A is forced to date girl A ( slutty), girl B ( cute ) , girl C ( smart ) , and girl D (mean )

Date time are limited for 24 hours only.

Boy A needed to say out which girl is his true love.

Thinking time are limited for 12 hours only.

Conclusion : Boy A turned emo.

No matter what kind of girl it is, the always boy A is emo.

SO BOYS ARE TOOTS!



THE END!

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

OMG

OMG AMY TEACHER STOP POSTPUNING THE PIANO LESSON PLS

加油!

昨天

一整天他都沒有信息給我。。

等了等

大摡過了他打工時間,

他都還沒有信息我!

生氣了~

等到晚上要睡覺的時候,

我又信息他說聲晚安,我才覺得安心。

忽然,他回我。

說晚安。

我就問他什麼事

問了問,

原來,他很累,又被教練罵了,壓力很大

我就對他說:

如果你覺得痛苦

很煩惱,

快不行了

不用太努力也沒関係!

不要勉強自己也沒関係!

休息一下。。。

就算是逃避也無所謂

或許我什麼都不會做,

但是,

如果是我做到的,

我什麽都幫你做。。。

我會盡量


這樣,他都沒有回我了。

早上,他說一聲掰,

就去打工了。



沒事了吧!~

加油哦

Sunday, November 22, 2009

幸福呢?


忽然

我覺得。。。

跟本配不上他...

我看了一本漫劃。。

叫作[ 砂時計]~,蠻不錯的哦。。

我覺得。我的故事有點相它。。(其使跟本不像!)

哈哈。。

但漫劃裏有一句。。。我覺得很好。。

她說

:‘我們之簡都一直很怪,

想法也無法達成共識

你不覺得很累嗎?

縂覺得便得有點麻煩。

而且遠距離戀愛好痛苦-”

“大悟你無法給我幸福

我要和更溫柔体貼

能夠体諒我

胸膛更大更大

心胸更寬大的人談戀。。。

到后。。他們分了。。。

但,也無法忘到對方。。。

杏和大悟是愛對方的



我能給他幸福嗎??

他能給我幸福嗎??

哎。。。。

Saturday, November 21, 2009

The Msg is just a Mistake?

He told me tat the msg not him send de....
he say myb is his bro send...
i duno wan believe anot...
but i trusted him ....because i love him..

then day passes by..
duno why...
he reply msg so slow sia......==..
then got one time..
i waited him so long
then he say got ppl phone him...
i ask who is that...
he say is fren lo...

then i ask wat fren wor...
he say dont ask too much....then quickly change topic...

I feel....izit his ex gf.....or they no break at all..
is he lying to me???
obviously...??

then i chose to believe him...again...

K.siang...
i dowan u reply me so slow...
do u care me?
do u Love me?
do u even think of me?



.....

Friday, November 20, 2009

Farewell fellow frens! :)

Today~of cuz 20th of november...
is the last day of our secondary form 2 afternoon session class~
No hard feelings....~ but 真舍不得~

reach there le...i went emo for awhile..
then i sing along with the music played by the radio~
emo >.<~ then i ki siao le~ wohoooo go find pui ching...stupid she....撒金粉在我臉~ but she spend me lolipop....forgive her lo xD and then sudenly poh im come tell me say K.K lim wan find me.... omg~i all also 金粉勒~ so i quickly go wash face then run go pejabat.. actually i win 3rd place in pertandingan pengetahuan am~ hahahahahha shocked n relieved~xD then Kw bring hamster loo~~cute sia....>.<

then that stupid Ong Han Sing...keep complain us....
say other class better than us....
zzzz~dont care~!

then so cham.....==
keep met bullet sia....unlucky...-.-lll
then later he walk come again...i shout kns!!!!!
i think he got turn over....~ wohooooo~ yeah i shouting u ~xD

then i shout ( very loud == )zheng long wei......~ duno who...just shout sia...xD
then he also like shocked.hahas

later Kw n sotong battle......me n shin help kw cheer!!!yay~
then shin got help sotong cheer also...heheheheh=P
of cuz kw win lo.....sotong like keep perasan saja...==
too bad ben 10 n moon zai no dance.....so boring la see them dance only~

suddenly yik zhong shout ah ang come ad....
all quickly run n keep the radio ( no get permit)==
wohooo ~but duno hamster how...at ppl class there..
then 清結阿嬸 come call us clean class~
shout here shout there...like dog -.-

then he go le~
i go hug everyone~ girl nia.~
all guys dowan hug me also T_T
hahahahahha~
then go back le.....

Haiz.....i miss form2 ...
over so fast....
ill remember u guys de.....xD

p.s : kw!!!! dont put my emo pic laaa....T_T

I had this dream....it came true..

the dream was about....
i was desperated...and was blogging too..
then duno why i read back my post...
i was like omg...
quickly talked to frost....

But that is 12 years old dream....i tot is just a dream...

then now...
it CAME TRUE....
wat am i going to do?
means i already know this happening
.....

Whats wrong now...

Today morning..immediately i msg him a good morning msg...
then we talk like always....: )
then suddenly....i remember the time...
12.26pm...
Suddenly msg from him said that....
我們分手吧。。。

By that time i was speechless and shocked...
then i asked him...
為甚麽?

then he said....
不配。。。

then so ngam i no money le....
cannot reply him...
izit god also wan me dowan msg him anymore..?
urgh...
i was sad ....and sad....
why u said that we no suit....then y u still come back to me????

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

What are Frens for?xD


Yay to KW!!!!!!
Finally becoming sad kw to ->>>>>> happy kw!!!!!!
wohooooooooooooooooooo xD
whheeeeee hope everyone would be happy~
especially class 2A3!
ok?

Friday is going to be a cool and fun party!
no hard feelings.....because....some of us maybe in different classes~
so we nidda cherish it....
no matter wat happen...
no matter which class we're going to be in....
Always remember....
We're proud to be one of 2A3 with amazing n long lasting friendship

2-2gether forever
A-always a family
3-endless friendship


=D

I dont want any Mistakes again


i said yes to you..and...how come..
izit that im being paranoid...or we're now like ntg to say ad?
uhm.....i duno u reli break with ur gf anot...
but it seem true.......

haiz.....
i dunoe wan how how.....
now i belong to u and u belong with me.......
but think again....
is this right?
i dont wanna make the same mistake again

weeeee~Fun Day~

Today we 2A3 nid go to 1B4 class,
cuz some of the class nidda do party....so we evacuate!!!xD

at there so boring.....still is teacher's office block...ugrh....ma huan sia....nid hide here hide there
Shin say wan take Ben 10 number....but she daren't(aiyo, y so scare?just be fren nia ma xD)

then when recess,Ben 10 n Shin talk lo....then sotong saw ad....haiz-.- hope he dont mistaken~they just talking as frens nia la~~~~then Kw whole day face black black.....duno y....=.=???

after recess,we ply with the neighbour class...=.= just talk talk nia...they so nub...keep ask which class are we...=.= 2A3 la!!! ar bo is 2C3 meh?==.....but then suddenly the teacher come out...we all shock faster run in....hahahahha....then one of the guy say : lan pa la...=.= ....me say : no lan pa la....( in chinese)...i tot i just whispering..but Shin n myb the neighbour also heard wat i said.....i was like LOL=.=...

then my KH teacher ask me the guy dye hair de handsome anot....-.- swt siaaaaaaaaaaa....i was shocked ...hahahahah!!!then finished school le.....i saw xxx ...hate him~~
Lala~

Saturday, November 14, 2009

2012 and met someone


weeeeee!!!today watched 2012 ( actor : Jon Cusack from 1408, remember?) with my classmates :P ( kah wei , wei qi, ping pei , ka yee , su yinn , poh im , keok ing and me of course !~) watched without Shin ,too bad she cant join us :( . then while the movie starts , ka yee was just so annoying...no offence!!! she's shaking the whole row chair!!!!!

After the show , me and KW decided to go and find Shin, but when i called her ,she was with her mum . too bad again :( . and then while i was texting with my sister, suddenly, there was this tall guy came over and said 'hi' . OBVIOUSLY is to me !!!

and i was like: huh?who the hell is he.....he is so damn fimilar..... and i figured out . HE WAS MY EX!!!!!!!!!!! AS IN MY EX BF!!!but by that time he was gone.

1st, i was shocked that he slim down :) no offence!!!! ( last time he looked fatter -.- )
2nd, gosh he was tall and slim!!!
3rd,he look....handsome?!?!?!?! (zzzzzzzzzzzzzz)
4th, wth? he was watching 2012 too!
5th, HE DIN REPLY MY MSG!!!!( man, you change your number?)

then i was shocked till i get back home, kw tell me that my ex stared at kw, uhmmmmm...to my 6th sense , is my ex jealous?! LOL or am i just being paranoid....urgh

ahahahhaha,is it obvious that i had a crush on him? for that look? for that hi??ahhhh~

he look hot ~!:)

Jennifer's body SUCKS!


urgghhhh....JENNIFER'S BODY SUCKS!!!!totally suck!i thought that it would be a nice movie and it turns out to be a weird and boring movie! (watched it on pps :) )well,it was all blood around and stupid scence with stupid peoples!!!!!!

Just hate it :P

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Reka Cipta....~ Competition~

See!!!! my group's (PingPei~WeiQi~SueMay~KaYee~Me) masterpiece!!!!!!!
uhm...ppl say like for dead ppl wear de cloth...

but see long....

quite nice lah!!!!

=D

for wei qi go formal party wear de...

papermade formal...

not even a minute will "rip"

xD

Thursday, November 5, 2009

The day has come......

mummy last week ( i rmb i was in my exam...) tell me her hair start drop ad...

then she keep saying everyday say like : im going to be bold .......

although it was annoying....but i cant blame her..

wat if is u??if ur having the chemo therapy which ur every single hair will completely drop,wat will u feel?

sad?anxious?creeping out?

everyday i saw the chair were full with my mum's hair....n i keep always help her sweep away the hair =.=...

haihz...i just hope ntg will went wrong....god bless her...

hope her chemo will go swiftly...

My Marks~

in the end my exam results are out!
and the marks are....

BC - 66

SC-65(shyt~)

BM-70 (oye~)

KH-75

MM-78 (Left 2 marks !!!! sad T___T)

BI- 81 !!!! ~ xD

Sivik- 69

PM- 83

Seni-??? ......duno yet

Geo-75

and i think thats all i get??

oh ya....my sej.....

OMG MYB I FAIL MY SEJARAH!!!!!AHHHHH!!(cuz i din read =.=)