paranoid much?

i been thinking a lot lately.
this one and only question , is dad going to remarried with other woman?
well you see he is now ...considered as widower.
he may marry another woman ,depends on his desire .

i dont know why , but i think i will hate her if one day i am going to have a stepmother.
usually in movies stepmother is evil , and just want money or fame.

i asked my sisters whether they can accept another woman becoming our mother.
they say as long as dad is happy , then it is okay.

of course, i surely wont call her "mummy". might as well calling her real name or adding "aunt" at her name.
i really cant accept the fact of the replacement on mummy's place.
its ridiculous !
seriously, i know now she(stepmother) doesnt exist now, but i can picture her as a evil woman, trying to suck all the fortune from my family.
curse you evil woman ! go and get another man !

or maybe dad have a woman already?and he's not telling neither me nor my sis?
i cant shake off the thought of that.
daddy hiding a woman outside, grandma once said it .
saying that dad really having a woman, but i scolded her immediately, saying that was absurd.
what? i know scolding the eldest one is wrong.
but when someone told you that your dad having a china woman secretly , do you like it?
hardly a yes right?

i will worry more when i went to australia. There wont be anyone checking on him , my grandma dont talk much to him , so does daddy. he could keep on drinking till he get seriously drunk , and hangover for the next day.

back to the main question, if dad abruptly introduce a woman who is going to be my future stepmother , what would i answer? yes for his sake of happiness and someone able to watch him ?
 no for anti-replacement of mummy's place?

or i just thinking funny things which will not happen ?